January 2011
fuckfuckfuck
its gotten worse. i feel depressed and im scared shitless. i really just need someone right now. especially him just to be here with me because i really want to be held and told its gonna be ok. ugh then i want my friends to be there and comfort me while i cry . then hopefully it will be over. hopefully tumblr distracts me i need this to just stop because i feel like im dying inside
im sorry everyone my ass is depressed and having a...
so i should stay off tumblr and not ruin ur guises blogging.
at least over text
you cant hear or see me sob.
omgomgomg you guise. i just bursted into tears
whats wrong with me right now
just realized i lost a follower
sorry you couldnt handle this:)
rachel michelle cartwright
we are still going tomorrow
i need to
FUCK
my moms mad and throwing shit
RACHEL YOURE RIGHT! ima be single over the...
and a lesbian lmao NO BOYS ALLOWED THIS WEEKEND
ITS ALL ABOUT FEMINISM AND WOMEN EMPOWERMENT TIME
i am strong and independent
FUCK MEN.
OKAY, so yeah im in a really weird mood because...
IM UPSET because:
he is going away for the weekend and its gonna kill me that i cant be myself
he cant go to the teen clinic with me tomorrow and hes the main reason im going
im scared of… yeah only like 3 people know why im scared
IONO IM JUST UPSET
IM KINDA OKAY BECAUSE:
Tumblr
point is tumblr is the only thing that gives me joy
okay wifey:) i finally listened to pierce the...
and Vic Fuentes has a sexy singing voice…
YOU MIGHT HAVE TURNED ME
just might …
devdaddy:
eina doesn’t think that tom felton or ryan ross is hot
and she doesn’t like pierce the veil
friendship = ova
PUH LEASE…
fine i will make sacrifices…
TOM FELTON AND RYON ROSS = SEX GODS
i will go listen to pierce the veil now
JUST FOR YOU CHEESE. just for you
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MY BOYFRIENDS GOING TO LAKE TAHOE THIS WEEKEND D:
uggggghhh!!!!! i will be forever alone! he wont be able to access the internet so i will have to txt his phone and pretend im not his girlfriend
ugh
WatchRACHEL! OMG GO TO 1:21
LOLOLOL
ugh i had to leave early so i couldnt go when they...
mhmmmm, if you want :D
aand i already filled out all my paperwork like a boss
FUCK. i forgot im going to the teen clinic again...
ughhhhh, im only doing this for him… and a little for me
i dont need anymore stress and worrying tho
here angelica :)
day 5
the most amazing thing that ever happened to me?
TUMBLR
Who wants to be my makeout partner on Valentines...
xchelseatorrado:
Any takers?
No?
Okay.
heheheh ;) i pick me
and denzel can just sit there and watch.
YOU GUISE.
where all of you at. im sitting here refreshing the page to see the same post over and over again!!! i need entertainment! come on now
hop to it
“First I’ll passionately kiss you on the lips. I’ll part your lips with my tongue...”
– (via xchelseatorrado)
HA! THIS IS THE TYPE OF DIRTY TALK I EXPECT!
SOOO i couldve went to a warriors game tonight...
i said no, iono why lol i just did. and now im soo FUCKING BORED.
i have been snacking all day on 2 things specifically
grapefruit
totinos pizza rolls
like non stop -__- , and ive been flirting with my boyfriend who im pretending not to be boyfriend and girlfriend with because i have to talk to him through his phone which his parents could read his messages on their computer… soooo im...
OH NO! i was bored and my ipod was being stupid
so i got frustrated and went all mad on the touch screen lol
asdfghjkl
i have an awkward question
does anyone masterbate to help them fall asleep?
ANYONE? be honest
day 4
i would live in a beach house in
malibu santacruz san diego or san luis obispo.
have 2 dogs and ride on beach cruises with my besties:) then have crazy ass parties and fuck with all the crossfaded people(as in mess with them mentally)
day 3
i wish… ugh … just one? weeell
i wish that my family was closer and not judgemental and more understanding.
i wish i could talk TO them not AT them.
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day two
taken; in a relationship
for exactly 288 days
damn longest and most real relationship i ever had
Goddamn Mom, shut up.
xchelseatorrado:
She’s mad because I yelled back at her.
HAHA, if you’re allowed to yell at me and be a bitch, I think I’m allowed to be one too.
THIS
day 1
me llamo eina :) tengo catorce anos… i should stop with the spanish u guys might not understand lol anyways i like to sing and dance in the mirror with my bestfriend rachel michelle. i floor dance with my two main girls only. i like saying retarded whore and cunt. i have a kid named jermajesty im married to 2 lovely ladies but i have a boyfriend on the side. i am all about romance and the...
eleaine just called me a bitch
retaliate!
i shall make her sleep on the floor and kill her pillow pet
heeeey rachel:)
i wonder what will happen on july 4th this year ;)
